Moving...Again

Well, I think I’ve had it with iWeb. I love the application, but it just doesn’t provide as much widget integration that you can get from some of the open source blogshere tools available. It was worth trying it out for awhile, but we’re moving our blog again. You can find us at Living Contently on wordpress.com (URL below).

http://livingcontently.wordpress.com/

We hope you continue to follow us at our new home.

New Blog

Hi, Blogshere! We've decided to more our site and try out iWeb. So far it seems pretty easy! You can find us at Life is Not a List.

May Update

Here's the latest. I'm 6 Weeks 1 Day pregnant and I'm scared to death. Scared to be excited. Scared to be hopeful. Scared NOT to be hopeful. Scared to think of the future. After two miscarriages I don't want to be devastated once again. But on a good note my body is making it hard to ignore. I'm nauseous in the afternoon, I'm bloated, I get heartburn, I get so tired, and my boobs hurt. But then I think how much of my symptoms are being magnified from the progesterone suppositories that I'm sticking in my hoo-hoo every night. I just wish the whole process wasn't such a mind F#ck. For those who may be thinking...Wow she sure doesn't seem grateful to be pregnant when so many can't even get that far... well, I have this to say. Try having two miscarriages back to back and see how much your over the moon to be pregnant. My batting avg is 0. When we started this blog we made a conscious effort to censor allot of our emotions. But f#ck that. This blog is for me and this is real life. And sometimes it SUCKS and that's okay.

I have a doctor appt next week to see how things are progressing. Until then I remain several variations of scared.

On a happier note. We're going to do the lesbian thing tomorrow night. The Indigo Girls are in town and we scored some tickets. Should be fun. I'm always amazed how many of our peeps come out of the woodwork in our town.

Hitting a wall

I don't know what happened to the last post. I was trying to update it and it disappeared. The new update is that I'm not pregnant. It all ended on 2/27. Apparently, I suffered a chemical pregnancy. I was 4 Weeks 3 days. My doctor had no words of wisdom. Nothing. Her comment was "At least we know you can get pregnant". WTF! I want to STAY pregnant. How about that you f@$#@ doctor! I have a stupid HMO health plan and they're not willing to pay for anything extra. I just want to know what I can do on my own that may help. I'm at a loss. I don't have caffeine, drink and I exercise regularly. I know a short list but I really try to maintain a somewhat healthy lifestyle. So, any words of wisdom out there from anyone?

I need a bib

I just had my 3 remaining wisdom teeth pulled this afternoon and finally was allowed to eat. So, I made myself some brothy soup and sat down to catch up on some blogs. Well, half way into my soup I look down and I'm covered in soup. I guess I didn't notice that I was dribbling all over myself. The total bottom part of mouth is completely numb. I'm a sight to see. Maybe I should pull one of those baby bibs I have in storage out. I could sure use one right now.